1:45 am Sun…………
Everyone is back now, drove out to airport @10 PM …………… Really Happy to Have them home.
The stress is mostly based on what needs, must be and doesn’t get done……by me..and my thinking about the pre , present and post when its time to handle things…….. I think that is at least 75% of it. I fear failure and it leads me to fail…
If I’m gonna figure this out fully I need to look at it from all angles and really see it to find answers to fix or find workable solutions ……..
I want to stop striving and start thriving ………..I feel that want with every part of me, and I will learn to rest when I’m tired so I can think and deal with life better and not be so drained that thinking clearly is not possible .