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Jul 18, 2012
@ 2:49 pm
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Wed…..cancelled Mom Day…..til Fri………

I ate a meal last nite, not big….after it felt like a rock and after 2 hrs… a lot of pain, not like before but not ignorable ….. it hurt worse this AM, shit……….. losing a lot of time here. ……………..Time, I do not have to lose…………. Ive got important keep life moving stuff to do,……………. and laying down and sleeping are the only way to ease it………… Please let this just be very sore mucles and still healing pains and not something more…………..

Called Mom @9am asked her to let me sleep a couple of hours more and then see,I sat up and thinking about it… called her back…changed plans to Fri….. pushing  it today wont be good.    

Starting to feel the panic rising just thinking about falling farther behind….. no,no,no…calm the mind… just got an image of an engine without anti-freeze and its running,  getting hot (freeze frame) = lead in to the feeling of panic building…..

Keep Calm and Carry On ,  Just keep thinkin it will be Okay……..

Time to try some Aceto and sips of diet coke again…. no more food …..