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Jul 25, 2012
@ 12:52 pm
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Wed, Pete, Mom and C comin……

Doing McDs nugget feast for kids,  McDs happens about monthly so no guilt……

Pete deliver food and family, and I will take them later tonite. Works cause my routine so off sync…I am a mess, Need to refill @ 6 meds tomorrow. This depression and spin off effects is so bad and lingering too long ……..

I’m in a deep dark well…clawing at the walls to climb out, every I raise up grasp after grasp only to end up lower as I slide down deeper…………

I need this dark storm to pass its stalled too Long, Manic/Depression sucks. I pray for Manic, I feel alive then.. so alive.. I want it to different so badly…….